Caught in a Web of Kink and Deception

I am a military spouse, married to my husband for three years. We moved around quite a bit due to his job, but we always made it work despite the challenges. Recently though, I found myself drawn to something that was completely out of character for me. It started when I met Sarah through one of our local community groups online. She’s in her early thirties and has this incredible air about her. She suggested a roleplay session where she would be my commanding officer giving orders. I had never thought about anything like that before, but there was something thrilling about the idea. I hesitated for days, wondering if it was right or not. Eventually, curiosity got the better of me and we planned our first session over Zoom. She dressed up in her military uniform and commanded me to undress slowly while she watched closely on camera. The anticipation was overwhelming. Once I was naked, Sarah started giving me commands to touch myself as if during a physical training inspection. Her voice sent shivers down my spine. When she ordered me to lie on the bed and spread my legs wide for her scrutiny, I felt exposed yet incredibly turned on. She kept up this commanding demeanor while I masturbated on camera following her orders. She told me exactly how to touch myself - which fingers to use, what motions, where and how hard. The intimacy was intense as we spoke about techniques and sensations. Afterwards, it felt like a naughty secret but also incredibly satisfying. It’s something my husband would never understand or be comfortable with. I’m not sure if this will become a regular thing with Sarah or just remain an exciting fling, but for now it feels very private and exhilarating to indulge in.