had to turn to my vibrator this week

so i recently got divorced and work is sucking majorly right now. like super boring, stressful day every single day. been getting home at 6 feeling tired and depressed. no energy for dating apps or meeting new people. so i decided on a new approach - bought the biggest vibrator in the world. it's huge! starts buzzing and i'm already wet. rubs all over my clit until its super sensitive then plunges inside me, filling me up completely. feels amazing to finally get some release at the end of each day. anyone else ever use a toy this big? wanna hear your stories or if u think im nuts for going this route.