Struggling with Secret Fantasies While Parenting

I’ve been a stay-at-home parent for over two years now. It’s a fulfilling role but there are days when I feel like the walls of my house close in around me. The other day, while playing with my kids and feeling utterly drained from another exhausting cycle of diapers, dinners, and bedtime stories, something strange happened, my thoughts wandered to a fantasy where I was with someone else, taking a break from this world of responsibility and care that is so consuming. This isn’t the first time these feelings have come up, but they seem more persistent lately. The images are vivid: me in a luxurious hotel room with another adult who understands my need for escape. It’s not as if I want to hurt anyone; it’s just that sometimes the loneliness and monotony of parenthood make me crave something more adult and exciting. Am I the only one who has these fantasies? How do others manage without compromising their role as a parent or damaging their relationship with their partner? I’m really starting to feel trapped by my thoughts and unsure how to move forward.