i did something i'm not proud of

so last night after a few drinks at the bar, this chick and i hit it off real quick. she was super flirty and we ended up back at her place for some late-night fun. everything was going great until she asked me to try this thing where she's more dominant and wants me to do stuff like blindfold myself and let her tie me up a little bit. i know, weird right? but it seemed kinda hot in the moment. so i agreed and we got into it. after some playtime, things turned serious and she wanted to go further with the roleplay, talking about how i should submit fully and stop questioning what's happening. at first i was like nah, not my thing, but then when she pushed me against a wall and whispered in my ear how much she loved dominating me completely... well, before i knew it, we were getting pretty serious into this kinky stuff. afterwards, i felt super weird about it all, questioning why i let her take control that much and wondering if it's something i wanna explore more or just leave behind.