My First Time Since Divorce Was Intense

I got divorced six months ago and haven't really felt ready to dive back into dating seriously. But a few weeks ago, I met this guy at a bar, let's call him Alex. We hit it off and started talking more on the app. He was charming, knew how to make me laugh. We decided to meet up last weekend. It wasn't just casual drinks though. After about an hour or two of chatting, we found ourselves heading back to his place. I felt nervous but also excited, neither of us said it explicitly, but the tension was palpable. As soon as he closed the door behind me, we started kissing. It was intense and rough; there was no need for words. We moved into his bedroom, shedding clothes quickly. When Alex entered me, I felt a rush unlike anything since my marriage ended, full of raw desire rather than the tepid affection I used to feel with my ex-husband. The room filled with sounds we both knew were unmistakable, his labored breathing and grunts mixed with my gasps and cries as he thrust into me. It was an intense, carnal experience that left no doubt about how much I wanted him in that moment.