caught myself

hey everyone, it's been a rough few weeks since the divorce and i've been feeling really lost. one night last week, while checking on my kid who was sleeping, i couldn't shake off this weird feeling of arousal that just hit me out of nowhere. i had to lock myself in the bathroom for like an hour just to cool down. then it happened again a few days ago when i was alone at home. i ended up touching myself really hard in front of our old family photos, thinking about how things used to be before all this chaos started. i know it's messed up and totally inappropriate but it felt so right at the time. my fingers were slipping between my wet lips and rubbing against my swollen clit, my thumb pressing hard into that spot inside me. i was gasping for air as i slid a finger in deep then two, thrusting harder with each passing second till i couldn't hold back anymore and came so hard it left me panting and shaking on the bathroom floor.