Post-Divorce Kink Experiment

I recently went through a messy divorce and decided I needed something exciting to distract myself from the chaos. So, a friend introduced me to this bondage roleplay with another acquaintance. It was exhilarating in ways I never expected, feeling utterly vulnerable yet strangely powerful at the same time. We agreed beforehand that it wouldn’t mean anything more than mutual consent and fun. But now I’m curious if others go through similar feelings post-breakup, or am I just overthinking this? Any thoughts?