Divorced and Desperate For Release

So I just got the final papers from my divorce lawyer last week. My ex and I split up six months ago but it's only now official. I was at work, sitting in my cubicle, staring at the files on my desk like they were a damn puzzle that refused to be solved. And then my phone buzzed. It was my best friend sending me a link with this really naughty roleplay video. Just one look and I knew I had to watch it. So here's what happened: I booked a hotel room under a fake name, no ID given, just for the night, in case someone recognized me. I ordered delivery and set up a surprise package too. The surprise? A new toy with every delivery item wrapped in a condom wrapper like a gift box. By then my phone had buzzed again. It was a text from my friend saying they'd left a gift at the door. Once everything was ready, I opened the first present and found this sleek black dildo. Perfect, just what I wanted to play with while watching that video. And it did not disappoint, after getting warmed up with some fingers and lube, I slid the dildo in inch by inch until I had it buried deep inside my tight hole. Oh god, so close now. Then I started on the video again. There was this guy dressed in a suit, but he was handcuffed to a bed post with a gag in his mouth, still managing to make these moaning sounds though. The woman was kneeling between his legs, taking turns licking and sucking each of his balls while her husband stood behind her fucking her hard. I watched as the woman leaned over him, spreading her cheeks wide apart so he could ram into that tight hole again and again. I started to match my own pace with him, stroking myself in and out at a rapid fire rate until I felt that sweet pressure building up inside me. Then BAM! All of it just spilled out as the video's woman got fucked doggy style too. That was such an intense moment, feeling all alone yet connected to those anonymous strangers somehow. The orgasm left me breathless and sweating. As the video ended, I stayed still for a while before cleaning up and getting ready to leave, no trace behind that it ever happened.