Caught Myself Fantasizing at Work

I’ll admit it’s been tough to stay focused these days. My girlfriend and I have a great relationship, but lately, my mind keeps drifting off during our sessions together. It started with innocent thoughts, like wishing she was the client in one of my private training sessions. Then last week, as I guided another woman through an intense workout, those fantasies turned darker. I found myself imagining her reactions if I pushed her limits further than we do with clients, exploring things that would be totally inappropriate. It’s so messed up, it’s not like me to crave power play or dominance over someone else during workouts. Now I’m trying to figure out what this means and whether it’ll just go away.