Just Did It Again

Woke up at six and couldn't sleep anymore. Decided to go downstairs for a snack. Saw my roommate's laptop still open on her bed, porn site running, but no one around to judge. I don't know what got into me, just clicked play and watched one of the videos. She's never home anyway, so who cares? Felt weird at first, like someone could catch me or something, but then it was fine. Didn't feel right touching myself though, too weird with her stuff everywhere. Just sat there watching, feeling a little dirty, which made it hotter. Finished the video and just stared at the screen for a few minutes after, trying to get over how I felt. Then cleaned up everything before she got back from work, like nothing happened. It's stupid but I'd do it again if no one was around. Just feels wild to break my own rules.