Late Night Fantasies at Work

I work nights and it’s tough to keep my mind off things. Tonight, while sorting packages alone in the warehouse, I thought about roleplaying with my partner as if we were college roommates experimenting with our boundaries for the first time. It felt so real that my heart raced and my hands shook. This isn’t something she’d be into or even know about. I tried to push it away but couldn't stop imagining us laughing nervously, testing limits together. I feel guilty for these thoughts, knowing they'll never be more than a fleeting night-shift fantasy.