Looking for Connection

Hey everyone, I’m a trans man in my 20s and honestly, it feels like every date ends up being the same old routine. No one seems to get beyond surface level. Tonight, something different happened... we were kissing and he took off his shirt, revealing scars from years of fighting demons. There was this moment where I thought... maybe he understands. We explored each other in a way that felt raw and honest... but as it went on, the distance between us grew clearer. It’s strange because despite everything, there's still this longing for genuine connection with someone who sees me fully, scars and all. Anyone else out there feel like this?