i did something i shouldn't have

so last night my patient left early and i was alone for a bit. it started with me just staring at her files, thinking about the way she moved when we talked earlier today. then i went to grab a drink from the break room and there she was, leaning against the fridge, looking all casual in those jeans that hugged her curves. before i knew it, i crossed over and whispered something dirty right into her ear. she just laughed but didn't pull away. i kissed her hard, tasting strawberries and coffee on her lips. we ended up on the floor of the supply closet, clothes half-off, both of us panting. i pulled back when my phone rang, heart racing. it was my wife calling to check if everything was okay at home. i told her everything was fine and hung up as fast as i could, still feeling all hot and sweaty in here. i know this will come back to bite me later but right now... i feel like a real mess.