Night Shift Revelations

I work the night shift at a factory, where loneliness can be suffocating. A few weeks ago, I found myself reaching out to an online sex worker. It was just for one session, but it left me questioning my motives and desires. Why did I choose this path? Was it the thrill of something new, or the comfort in anonymity? Despite being married, there's a part of me that craves more than what our current relationship offers. The experience itself wasn't overly explicit, but it was vivid enough to linger in my thoughts for days. Now, as the night shifts drag on and I wrestle with these feelings, I'm not sure how or if this will ever change.