Just Another Saturday Night in My 20s

I decided to try something new last weekend because, let's face it, the usual routine of browsing dating apps and going to bed alone gets a bit stale after a while. So I booked a session with a professional dominatrix, you know, just for the experience and to see if it might spice up my solo adventures too. The place was luxurious and the setup was immaculate, all in black leather and red velvet. She had me undress slowly, feeling every inch of myself under her critical gaze, which wasn’t exactly easy with how turned on I got from that alone. Once naked, she tied me up to a BDSM rig, ensuring my hands were well above my head, leaving me vulnerable but oh-so-very aware. The contrast between the dominance and the trust was exhilarating; each touch from her was calculated yet full of intent. She used different toys on me that day, whips with soft thuds against skin, leather straps for a more intense sting, and she had this special device that vibrated right where I needed it most. The sounds of my body reacting filled the room, mingling with hers as she worked her magic. As much as I loved every moment of submission, there was something about being tied up in front of someone else that made me realize how freeing it felt to give control away entirely for once. I left feeling a bit buzzed and oddly liberated, wondering if this might become more than just an occasional fling with my fantasies. So here's my question: is it normal to crave this kind of experience regularly? Or am I just getting too fancy in my solo game?