A Secret Pleasure

I haven't told my partner yet, but I've been experimenting with CNC roleplay. It started a couple of months ago when we were exploring different kinks and fantasies. One day, during foreplay, he whispered something that made me shiver, it was the idea of being forced into submission by him. At first, I pushed back, telling him it felt too real, too scary. But after days of us talking about our limits, our fears, and what we really wanted from each other, we tried it out. The roleplay began with me agreeing to pretend that I was a reluctant participant. It's intense, I feel so vulnerable and exposed, but in the safety of my consent, there’s an incredible rush. It's not about him actually forcing anything on me; every move he makes is carefully choreographed within our pre-agreed boundaries. After each session, we check in with how it went, discuss feelings, and ensure that everything felt safe and enjoyable for both of us. Despite the raw emotions involved, I can't stop craving more.