A Secret Sidelove...

I’m in an open relationship with my partner, but it’s not all sunshine and rainbows. Lately, I’ve been seeing someone else on the side who makes me feel things for them that I can’t quite explain to myself or anyone else. It’s this fiery desire mixed with guilt, but mostly a raw honesty about what I want in the moment without fear of judgment. We’ve met up a few times at their place... it's all pretty new and exciting, though I know it shouldn't be. Sometimes, when we're wrapped up in each other, I wonder if they could ever feel as safe and seen by me as my partner does... but then reality sets in and the doubts creep back in. Still, every time we touch... there’s this connection that just feels too real to dismiss easily...