admitting my secret fantasy

i gotta admit something that's been bothering me for a while. i've always had this thing for roleplaying as a military wife in some scenarios, you know, the traditional roles and all. but it wasn't just that, there was this one kink where my partner would be in charge like an officer giving orders and i'd have to follow them even when they're not literally about sex stuff too. we tried it once, and it felt so intense and real, kinda scary and exciting at the same time. but afterwards i felt weird, like maybe i shouldn't get off on that kind of control or power play. it's been nagging me ever since.