My Secret Late-Night Fantasies About My Client

I've been working as a personal trainer for about three years now. I pride myself on being professional and maintaining boundaries with my clients, but lately, something's changed inside me. There’s this particular client, let’s call her Sarah, who I’ve started to develop feelings for. We’re not romantically involved, just seeing each other casually, nothing serious yet. But when we end our training sessions late at night, I find myself fantasizing about more than just the workouts and the gym. I dream of us being closer, spending intimate moments together, but there’s a sadness underneath it all because every time those thoughts arise, reality hits hard. She’s my client, and crossing that line feels wrong, even though deep down, part of me wishes we could explore something more. It’s a lonely feeling, this secret desire burning inside while the real world remains indifferent.