I Broke Up With Him and Went Home to My Ex's Couch

Woke up this morning knowing it was over. Couldn't bear his eyes when I said goodbye. Left with nothing but my clothes, no plan in sight. Walked home, heart racing like a kid on the verge of something big. Pulled out phone at bus stop, old number still saved. Called her, explained the situation. Said she'd be there. Sat on that couch for hours after. Didn't care about past or what anyone thought. Just wanted comfort. Still not sure if it was right but...don’t regret it.