Post-Divorce Fling Gone Too Far

After my divorce became final last month, I threw myself into work as a distraction. Tonight, a regular named Jake stopped by and we ended up at his place for drinks that turned into an intense night of passion. We were both drunk and raw from the breakup, but there was something about how he touched me, a hand sliding under my dress, fingers pressing into my clit, that made all barriers crumble instantly. We fucked hard against his bed frame, his cock pounding deep inside me as I clawed at his back. He came fast and messy within minutes of entering me for the first time that night. It felt liberating but also scary, like maybe I was just looking to relive my marriage's early days. Am I being too reckless? Is this normal after a divorce?