Tonight's Lesson

I'm engaged now, but before my fiancé came along, I had a lover who was ten years younger. We met in an online kink community and quickly fell for each other. Our first time together was intense, he tied me up and kissed every inch of me until we both exploded with pleasure. Tonight, after all these years, we'll meet again at my place to revisit that night. I’m nervous yet excited as hell, my body already reacting just thinking about it. I can’t wait for him to take control once more, his hands exploring where only he has ever been before. Anyone else ever had a similar experience? What did you do?