secret playdate

i was really into this new guy at the gym, we started talking one day and it turned out he was in an open relationship too. so i suggested a date to his place for some casual fun. we got there, opened bottles of wine, made small talk but eventually our hands just wandered... it felt kinda wrong admitting how much i enjoyed being with someone who’s not technically my partner, especially when it was all just about the physical stuff. can’t stop thinking about him though.