did it again

last week at midnight after everyone left i went into the gym and started on the elliptical but ended up doing a set with weights in the corner where no one can see. got so lost in it, did some moves i know i shouldn't have told anyone about, things that could get me fired if they ever found out. i was like this is not good, you shouldn’t be doing this here. but then after my shift today, did it again. felt both really powerful and super scared at the same time. maybe i'll just keep telling myself it's okay to let loose once in a while.