i was the dominant last weekend

so yeah i've been seeing this guy for a while now and everything's great but i always felt like there was something missing you know? i'm a doctor by day so maybe it's just that kinda control thing bleeding over or whatever. one night we're talking about our sex life and he says how open he is to anything i want. long story short we end up trying this kink stuff for the first time and i became dominant, like the real deal not just playful stuff. i don't know if it was from the thrill of giving orders or what but there's something really freeing about taking charge like that. afterward though he seemed uncomfortable and i can tell he regrets it a bit now. i feel torn because i enjoyed it so much yet i never thought this could happen in our relationship.