My Secret Turn-On During Training Sessions

I’ve been with my partner for over two years now, and we have a great relationship. But recently, I’ve realized something that feels both exhilarating and deeply shameful. When I’m working out one-on-one with him as his personal trainer, there are moments when I feel an intense sexual desire to push him to his limits, not just physically but in other ways too. It’s not about hurting him or making him uncomfortable; it’s more like the raw energy of seeing him struggle and then overcome those challenges that gets me hot. I know we both agreed on a professional boundary line, but there are times when my mind wanders into spaces where that line is blurred. I confess this because it feels important to understand what drives me, even if it’s complicated.