Legal Mind in the Bedroom

I broke up with my girlfriend two weeks ago, and tonight I couldn't sleep. So, I met this stranger online, someone who understood me and agreed to a casual encounter. It was intense, raw... He touched every part of my body without hesitation. His hands were everywhere... As we moved together, it felt like a release of all the tension built up over weeks of silence with her. We explored each other's bodies in ways that went beyond words... Felt good, but also strange, questioning myself now. Is this normal? What am I trying to prove or escape from?...