the bartender's secret

so married with kids you know just going through the motions of work and life, nothing super exciting. well anyway at work i got paired up one day with this new server who had been talking to me about kinks and stuff for a while but we never actually did anything cuz i was always worried about getting caught or losing my job y'know? so one night they finally convinced me to come over after hours, told them we could be discreet if we were careful. man it felt so good letting go of all the rules and just doing what felt right for once. i mean i didn't even realize how much stress i was holding until we did that. now whenever i'm working late again with them something in me wants to repeat it, but also knows it's probably not gonna happen again without real consequences.