A Secret Law Student Kink...

I've been keeping this under wraps for months now... My partner doesn't even know about it. It's not something I can talk to anyone else about either, no matter how close we are... We have this routine thing, you know? But I want more, so much more... Lately, I’ve had these fantasies where I'm in a completely different role, like a submissive or a plaything of some kind. It's really hot but scary at the same time... My mind keeps going back to those moments we've shared and how I can take it up a notch... But will he ever be into something so far out there for him? ...I think about it all day, every day. The way things could feel, the power dynamics, everything... I guess you could say I'm kind of obsessed with the idea now... Might have to start exploring this on my own if I want it bad enough... Can't stop thinking about how good it would be though...