it was fun but now i feel lost

my partner and i have been experimenting a lot lately. started off small like some light bdsm stuff, whips and chains nothing too intense. felt kinda naughty and exciting at first. we've really been pushing our limits though, trying out new things that neither of us had ever done before. ended up with me as his submissive in one scene, wearing a dog collar and all. i know it was consensual but somehow feels like it's changed everything between us now. feel weird about myself after something like that. not sure if i should tell my other clients or if this will spill over into the gym. they don't need to know every little thing of course, just worried what happens next. any advice on how to deal? wondering if anyone else felt a similar shift in their own relationship dynamics after trying new things. i hope others reply - would love to hear other ppl's take on this stuff too.