Still Processing It All...

I guess it's been a few weeks since the divorce finalized. She didn't take it well, but then again, who would? I tried to be there for her, really. But looking back, maybe I should've done things differently... we started seeing someone else on the side before the split was even official. It just felt right at the time, you know? Now, though, when she talks about us getting back together and how much she misses me, it feels like a different person speaking. Like it's all happening to someone else, someone I used to be but don't quite recognize anymore. And every time I remember that night we spent with her... well, let's just say there were things said and done that can't be undone now. It's so hard to look at everything and decide what's worth holding on to and what isn't...