...It's Just A Fantasy...

I've been married to John for six years now, but recently I found myself wanting something different. It started when we were in Germany and there was this bar with all these foreign military men... just walking around like they owned the place. Something about them being in uniform... it stirred up a lot of old feelings. Not that John's ever been unfaithful or anything, but sometimes I wonder if he'd even notice if I was seeing someone else... anyway, that night I had this dream where I was with one of those guys from the bar and we were all clandestine about it... didn't even use real names, just called each other soldier and wife. It felt so thrilling yet taboo at the same time....