... It Wasn't Just A Dream ...

I never thought I'd find myself here. I'm in my first year of law school and have been in an open relationship for the past few months, but that didn't mean it was easy to handle emotions or boundaries. Last night, I found myself at this party... It wasn't something I planned, just stumbled upon after some studying and feeling a bit restless. There was this girl, she seemed around my age, maybe in her twenties... We started talking and sharing drinks... And before I knew it, we were alone in one of the rooms upstairs. The atmosphere was electric with tension... She leaned in close, whispering something that made me feel a mix of desire and guilt at the same time... It happened so quickly... I didn't even think about my relationship or any consequences until after. Now all I can do is replay it over and over again in my head... wondering what to do next... if there's even a need to say anything. But then again, it doesn't feel right keeping something like this a secret... even when it was just one night.