...Just Once...

I'm engaged to my law school sweetheart, but last week I had sex with someone else, just once. It was the first day of classes and we were both stressed out. He hit on me after a lecture about contract law... I don't know what came over me, but I agreed to meet him back at his place that night... We barely talked before he grabbed my hand and pulled me into his room... The moment his fingers touched the waistband of my jeans, my whole body shivered with anticipation. He slipped them off quickly, followed by his own clothes... Our lips met passionately... It was wild and intense, no tender goodbyes, just raw desire and release... I felt so conflicted afterward, but it's hard to admit these things even to myself...