...it was my first time really exploring...

so last night i went to this club... it's one of those BDSM places where people experiment.. and uh...i had a drink or two.. and yeah ended up with some guy who said he'd be my 'Master' for the evening....felt so weird but kinda hot at first.. never been in that kind of situation before... started off with some light spanking... which was surprisingly nice......then things got more serious... he bound me...and used a flogger on me.....didn't really hurt too much though......the sensations felt new and intense....but also scary...i didn't expect to enjoy it as much as i did.. now i'm all confused about what this means for my marriage......