First Time Since Breakup

I just ended a long-term relationship and decided to have my first hookup since the breakup tonight. It was exhilarating; I hadn't felt this alive in months. We met at a club, hit it off instantly, went back to his place, and started right away. His hands were all over me as he kissed down my body, tracing every contour of my skin with incredible precision. He guided me onto the bed, spread my legs wide, and began thrusting into me with deep, intense strokes. The rhythm was perfect, every inch inside felt like a reminder that I’m still desirable and capable of intense pleasure. After we climaxed together, lying there spent and breathless, I couldn't help but wonder if it’s normal to feel such intensity right after a breakup or if this is just me trying to reclaim myself through sex.