Secret Fantasies and Wives

My husband has always been supportive of my needs in the bedroom, but there are some things he just isn't interested in. Last month during a deployment when I was alone at home, I found myself craving something different. I reached out to an online friend who shared similar interests, someone mature, understanding, and respectful of boundaries. Our setup was simple: video chat for privacy, comfort, and the thrill of not being physically present. He knew exactly what I wanted from him, and he gave it to me. We role-played a scenario that involved a dominant partner taking charge and pushing my limits just enough to make me squirm. It wasn't real in any sense, it was all consensual play, and yet it felt like an exhilarating escape into a world where imagination and desires took the lead. Afterward, I felt conflicted. On one hand, it was a relief to explore something that brought me pleasure, but on the other, I couldn't help feeling guilty about keeping this part of my life from him. He's never shown disapproval or jealousy before; he just prefers different things. Now I'm wondering if maybe I should share what happened with him and see how it goes. But for now, that night remains a secret locked away between me and the screen.