Just Want More Than Hookups

I met this guy in a bar last month. We had instant chemistry and ended up at his place that night. It was incredible, raw, intense, everything I needed to feel alive for a moment. But here we are three weeks later, still just meeting up, fucking, and leaving. He's handsome, smart, but completely uninterested in anything more than casual sex. Last night, I felt so empty afterward, wanting to snuggle or even talk about our day together, while he was already drifting off to sleep alone. It's a lonely way to live, craving something deeper with someone who isn't there yet, it’s like we’re both stuck in this endless cycle of desire without the real intimacy I crave.