i had this really wild dream last night

it was so intense i woke up all wet and shaking. my partner was there but they dont get it like i do. its this thing where we're in a crowded bar, loud music and everyone around us talking, laughing. but me and her or him are in this dark corner whispering dirty things to each other, fingers slipping under clothes. the touch of our hands is electric against bare skin. then before you know it were pushing each other against walls, kissing roughly as if we're making up for lost time and wanting even more. one night i brought a toy just tucked inside my jacket pocket but never had the courage to use it with her there. it made me so wet thinking about what could have been. another time we ended up in a back room at this club, fucking hard against a wall while people walked by outside barely knowing. there were these moments when everything felt so dangerous and wild but i loved every second of it. my partner is conservative compared to how naughty my fantasies can get sometimes. im not sure if its just in dreams anymore or if id take the risk for real one day.