Experimenting With CNC Roleplay

I'm a nonbinary person in my early twenties who's been experimenting with consensual non-consent roleplay (CNC) with partners. I find it incredibly arousing when the power dynamics shift and I take on submissive roles while they act dominant. Last weekend, I tried something new where we pretended there was no consent involved, all pre-agreed and safe words in place, of course. It felt so intense and exhilarating that my boundaries were pushed further than ever before. I'm wondering if anyone else here does similar stuff or if this is just me being weird? Is it normal to crave the illusion of a lack of consent when everything is actually very consensual and safe behind closed doors?