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i was dating this woman we had known eachother for years and one day she said let's do it i mean really do it like all the way so we did at her place it was the first time but i had a feeling about her from long ago just kept saying no to my brain. after everything started we got into it, it felt like forever but when she started making these sounds idk maybe im weird but they drove me wild she said things too that made me wanna push harder and faster. all the while i was trying not to be a total mess in her bed with the sweat running down our bodies from how hard it was going we both ended up screaming into pillows or eachother. i dont know why this feels like confession but after i kinda felt lost like where do we go from here? so we talked and decided to just enjoy right now without thinking too far ahead. im 52 and not looking for anything serious yet it wasnt about the long term, but there's something different in doing something like that with someone who knows all your flaws, she didnt seem fazed by me either. sometimes i wonder if we'll ever do it again or if it was just this one time thing.