...I can't shake this feeling...

Sometimes I feel so alone... even when I'm out with friends or at a party. Last night, I met someone new and we ended up back at my place... it was intense, raw... but afterward, all I could think about was how much it reminded me of the past, you know? It's like I'm still searching for something from before... am I just chasing old ghosts or is there really something out there waiting for me? Anyone else ever feel this way after a night that should have felt liberating?