Went Back to a Strip Club

Last night, I went back to the strip club I haven't been to in years. She was there, the same dancer who used to make me lose my mind with just one look. We ended up at her place after, and it was intense, raw, no holds barred. Felt like a younger man again for a few hours. Now back home, wondering if I should call it quits or give in and keep sneaking off for this rush? Is this just me being human, or am I losing my mind?