Caught Up In The Fantasy

I got divorced last year after six years of marriage. We drifted apart slowly over time, but the final straw was his refusal to try anything new in our sex life. I'd always loved a good kink scene, something edgy and taboo. But he just wanted vanilla missionary and that's it. So when I met this guy at an event last month, the chemistry between us was instant. His eyes crinkled up when he smiled, but there was also something dark hiding beneath that facade. We hit it off talking about books over drinks, but I could see it in his gaze, we both wanted more. I asked him if he'd ever tried playing a daddy dom role before and his smile fell just a little bit. He admitted to having this fantasy of being the authority figure in bed, calling the shots. It made my core clench with need just hearing about it. I told him yes, that's exactly what I needed. We set up an arrangement for our first meeting next week at his place. The night before, he sent me a package. When I opened it and saw those shiny cuffs, collar and leash, a bolt of electric pleasure shot straight to my pussy. He was punctual as promised. There were strict rules, no talking back or interrupting him when he spoke. I'd address him properly as Sir and follow his commands instantly. As soon as we got in the door, he cuffed me down on the bed, spreading my legs wide for him to enter. He didn't waste any time, immediately sliding his thick cock into me with no preamble or foreplay. I screamed out a yes when he asked if I wanted it deeper, harder please, Sir! And he obliged without hesitation, fucking me so deep that I saw stars from the intense sensation. I came twice that night before he finally pulled back and let me come up for air. His dominance left me feeling completely spent but also in a dizzying state of euphoria, my body still buzzing from his touch. It was the best sex of my life. But I know it's something we can't keep going as an ongoing thing. He'll want more than this every time, and he won't ever understand how freeing it is for me to let go in a relationship like that. So now I'm left with this raw longing, the thrill of what could have been.