miss my ex

so i was just chillin at home, watching some show and thinking about my last relationship. we broke up a few weeks ago but it feels like yesterday. i used to message her late night, you know? just random stuff, sometimes nothing at all, just checking in. now im doing that to air pillows and the walls here. i miss talking dirty with her, telling each other our kinks and desires, planning naughty date nights. shes out there probably moving on already and im still stuck thinking about how good it was when we were together. sometimes i wonder if i made a mistake by ending it but at least that way i could focus on myself for now. just... missing her skin and touch so much.