A Late Night Solo Session

I'm in a long-term relationship but lately I've felt so distant from my partner. Last night, after we went to bed and he was fast asleep, I snuck out to the living room and started watching some late-night adult content. Before I knew it, I was touching myself, feeling this overwhelming loneliness despite being with someone. It's bizarre how my mind can be somewhere entirely different even when physically close to him. I ended up climaxing pretty hard, imagining a total stranger who could understand me better. It left me feeling more alone than ever.