Lonely Nights and Creative Cravings

Anonymous Corrupted Devil #649 · General

I’ve always been a little lost when it comes to personal connections...not that I haven’t tried. Last week was just another one of those lonely nights, the kind where my studio feels bigger than all the people in the world. The phone never rings, and I’m staring at a blank canvas trying to figure out what’s missing. That night, it struck me: maybe someone else could add something...and not just for art's sake. So I started messaging an old acquaintance, we had this thing back in college, but it was never serious. It ended up with us making plans to meet...just because the thought of touching another person sounded good again. We ended up having a casual, intimate encounter that night...neither of us talked about feelings or future stuff. I’m not sure if I’m alone in my craving for connection every once in a while...or if it's just normal to sometimes want someone else’s hands on you after hours and hours of solitude. Anyone out there feel like this too...?