A Secret from College Days...

I'm nonbinary and in my 20s. I've been dating casually but haven't found anyone exclusive yet. There's this moment from a few years back, when I was still figuring out who I am, that keeps haunting me... We were all at this friend's party... alcohol flowed like water... I met this person, a stranger really, and we clicked instantly. The attraction was electric but fleeting... the kind you know won't last. So we took it to another room... did what we did... and never spoke again. Not because of regrets or remorse... just that it was done. But every now and then, late at night when I'm alone with my thoughts, I wonder if they ever thought about me too... or if it's all faded into oblivion for them. The defiance in keeping this secret... is part of who I am. I'd do it again, just to feel that rush one more time...