it was an experiment

i've always been curious about this kind of thing but never actually tried it before. last week, i decided to explore my boundaries with my partner. we agreed on a strict framework and safety words. it felt strange at first but then it turned out to be pretty intense and exciting. i didn't expect to enjoy it so much. now i'm wondering if i should bring this up again or just keep it as a secret memory. not sure how he'll react if i ever mention it again.