My Secret Screenplay Sessions

I've been working as a freelance writer from home for the past few years and have developed an unexpected hobby on the side. Twice a week, I indulge in what I call 'screenplay sessions' where I create fictional narratives involving explicit content that explores various kinks and fetishes. It's something I keep completely separate from my professional life and my relationship with my partner, who doesn't share this interest. The process is oddly therapeutic, writing these scenes allows me to explore a part of myself that would otherwise remain untapped in real life. I've been doing this for months now, and while it feels liberating, there's also an undercurrent of guilt because I know how my partner would react if they found out. Right now, it’s just between me and the page.